Former Survivor competitor Parvati Shallow dropped some serious deets about her sex life with Mae Martin in her new memoir released earlier this week.Us Weekly shared some choice moments from the book, Nice Girls Don't Win: How I Burned It All Down to Claim My Power, including the revelation that the two were down with the strap during their relationship. But Shallow didn't just mention donning a strap-on in bed, instead opting to go for painting a graphic picture of a moment between her and Martin. A really, really graphic picture."Freedom pulsed throughout my whole being. My heart flew open. I climbed on top of Mae and I pressed my dick into them, watching it go in and out," she wrote. "I gripped their short blond hair and pulled their head back toward the pillow, leaning down to kiss their mouth. I was actively, passionately present, wildly turned on inside this entirely new experience."On the one hand, visibility and candidness about personal journeys with sexuality can be important. On the other, uh, yikes. You gotta wonder how Martin felt about having their sex life laid so bare."I asked Mae. I was like, 'Are you OK with this? Mae is like, 'Oh God,'" Shallow told Us Weekly.In other words, it seems like it's anyone's guess as to whether the comedian was cool with this.Shallow also shared that only some of the "straight women" Martin had been with before "ever want to wear the dick," and referred to the non-binary comedian as "a beautiful mix of boy and girl. Or neither, really."The two were first romantically linked back in March 2023 and seemingly broke up some time in 2024. Back in January, Shallow referred to their relationship as "in flux," while a reddit commenter claimed they had been "following and unfollowing each other" on social media for months around the same time.Does Nice Girls Dont Win have more explicit fan fic-esque recollections of their time together? Much like Shallow herself, the memoir is out now, so if someone else reads it, I guess you can let us know.